We got these sheets of paper in English today and I turned mine over and it had this little drawing on it!! Mine was the only one and by sheer luck I got the smiley face, what a day?!
I did something beyond my wildest dreams today: I went running. Usually those words are followed in my mind by utter shock and disgust, but today I was so excited. I bounded out of my dorm with my music on full blast and ran as fast as I could. It lasted for about five minutes. But, the feeling was magical. I felt like there was nothing holding me back, no reason why I couldn’t do absolutely anything in the entire world. It was liberating. I was overcome by how joyous I was and yet how numb my mind felt at the same time. It was one of the first times it was able to wander aimlessly for the last few days and it was blissful.